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riding on the beach at sunset. [19 Jul 2004|11:33pm]

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when you run run run run. [14 Jul 2004|12:56pm]

what do you think of my...
personality:
eyes:
face:
hair:
clothes:
voice:
humor:
choice of music:
mannerisms:
family:
friends:
decisions:

would you...
be my friend:
tell me the truth no matter what:
lie to make me feel better:
spread rumors about me:
keep a secret if I told you one:
loan me some cash:
hold my hand:
take a bullet for me:
keep in touch:
try and solve my problems:
love me:
have sex with me:
ditch me:
use me:
date me:
rape me:
beat me up:

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yeah. [02 Jul 2004|11:17am]

birthday tomorrow.
goodbye, hair.

love,
ryan

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[28 Jun 2004|11:39pm]

am i...
- am i cute?
- am i pretty?
- am i crazy?
- am i lovable?
- am i funny?
- am i annoying?
- am i psycho?
- am i daring?
- am i a good person?

would you...
- would you hug me?
- would you miss me if i was gone?
- would you kiss me?
- would you make out with me?
- would you listen to my problems?
- would you be a good friend?
- would you be my best friend?

would you ever...
- would you ever go out with me?
- would you ever do it again if you already have?
- would you ever marry me if you could?
- would you ever make out with me in a cemetery?
- would you ever make out with me in the rain?
- would you ever cuddle with me?
- do me?

if you could...
- if you could give me a new name, it would be?
- if you could do one thing with me, it would be?
- if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be?
- if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go?

just a few questions...
- what do you love about me?
- what do you hate about me?
- what is my best quality?
- if you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
- what is your honest opinion about me?
- what would you do if i sang out of tune?
- what song reminds you of me?
- do i remind you of any characters on tv?
- have you ever had a dream about me?
- do you think i'm a virgin?
- if you just met me, how old would you guess i am?
- am i huggable?
- if you could give me anything, what would it be?
- if you could promise me anything, what would it be?

personal...
- if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be?
- when we first talked, what were your thoughts?
- if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what would you tell them?
- what are my faults?
- what are my strengths?
- do you wish we were closer?
- why aren't we closer?

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dialated. [21 Jun 2004|08:20am]

[ music | at the drive in - invalid letter dept. ]

last night i hung out with jackie, mo, and sadie.
coolest girls.
came home, smelling like cigarettes i decided to go to bed.
lo and behold my mom comes up to me and gives me a birthday card
from my grandma. $100. mmmmmmm.
ive been meaning to get a jacket from urban.
which means..anyone who would like to go to urban...call my phone.
i have class, so i'll call you back on break or something.
it ends at 4.

at the drive in fixes everything.

love,
ryan

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[20 Jun 2004|12:48am]

tonight i went to brandon's graduation thing.
saw some kids. met some kids.
had something to drink.
meh.
went to bed..woke up.

theres nothing to do. tomorrow i'm not doing anything
so we should go out to breakfast or something..
and on monday i start driving classes. how exciting.

( mmm. a quiz )

love,
ryan

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[18 Jun 2004|11:53pm]

long story short of last night: worst way to start summer.

if i had one chance to fix every mistake i'd made
i'd jump at the chance.

love,
ryan

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[17 Jun 2004|06:46pm]

[ music | american hearts ]

Post anything that you want here right now, and post it anonymously.

You can post: A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything.

Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your journal to see what others have to say.

Have fun.

piebald tonight. i'm so stoked. <-- scratch that. update later.

( blahhhh )

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days that are over will not continue to last, if you start to construct the past [17 Jun 2004|06:38am]

[ music | sondre lerche - days that are over ]

if anyone is going to piebald tonight, let me know.

today is the last day.
and i'm not so excited about it anymore.

i hate it when this happens.

love,
ryan

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this is the final failure, final bellyache. [16 Jun 2004|05:48pm]

[ music | radiohead ]

no more piebald at the troubadour.
i hate not having rides to places.
tomorrow night..what am i doing?
nothing probably. lets go see a movie.
i'll buy you popcorn. i promise.

i'm so glad tomorrow is the end of everything.
the first year is over. yay. my english final was really
really hard. i pretty much failed it. i know it.
one more final tomorrow and it's summer.

i really want to play with all of you over summer.
so all of you should call me, and we'll make plans.
i'm turning 16 in 17 days. 16
i dont know if thats going to be exciting for me
or i'm going to be neutral on it.
the more i think about it the more i think i'm going to hate it.
the plan is a bonfire. but maybe just a get together with friends.

the last four weeks have been on my mind more than anything.
i want it to go away.
or everything to come back to how it was.
i liked me before i was stressed.
i liked me before i let myself open up.
ugh. everything will be okay, i guess.

( dont try to wake me in the morning )

love,
ryan

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[15 Jun 2004|08:25pm]

[ music | decahedron. ]

i hate finals. i almost died at my bio final today.
and not to mention it was freezing in his room and i only
wore a buttondown on top of my t-shirt. i'm pretty sure
tomorrow i'm going to be really dead. but this thursday is..

PIEBALD. at the troubadour. with the holly. the holly the holly..wooo.
thats gonna be way fun. i havent danced at a show for a long time,
its going to be really good. and this saturday is brandon burns' COLLEGE
GRADUATION PARTY FROM UCLA! congrats, you bastard. congrats.
its gonna be pretty crazy..ziemann, jacot, and legere are gonna be at this party.
crazy crazy.

i miss the seniors.

love,
ryan

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[14 Jun 2004|07:00pm]

[ music | rilo kiley. ]

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[13 Jun 2004|10:59pm]

[ music | rilo kiley ]

that feeling came back to me while i was lying on my bed.
and you have to believe me when i say
i didnt ever want it to come back
if you werent still around.

love,
ryan

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[13 Jun 2004|04:02pm]

[ music | modest mouse. ]

new screenname: mllepoxy

love,
ryan

edit: ugh. fuck it. i'm going back to the normal one.

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Play sausage! Who has the longest? [12 Jun 2004|01:42pm]

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[12 Jun 2004|12:36pm]

asian-german-jew crew.

love,
ryan

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[11 Jun 2004|11:57pm]

[ music | elliott smith. ]

keep you apart deep in my heart separate from the rest. where i like you best.
and keep the things you forgot.

tonight, i went to the FUNZONE with lara and holly. i met alen, thomas, and jacob. stooooned. it was pretty cute though. funzone! pictures..pizookies. sooo goooood. bros and bro hos. ew. that was about it.

tomorrow i duno what i am doing. i kinda want to go to the library and lounge on a couch for a while. or something..i just wanna lounge. lounge with someone. lounge lounge lounge.

( between the bars )
love,
ryan

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at least i'm 80 percent here. [11 Jun 2004|09:39am]

[ music | radiohead. ]

stop.
lean your head on my shoulder.
fall back..let the bed cradle us.
let me hear your heart beat...
beat.

so tonight. i am hanging out with THE LARA at FUNZONE! YUH!!! photobooth pictures..and ice cream..and good times..mmmmmmm i love newport.

ya, and right now i am in third because i have finished everything that i have had to do. i think i am getting back into livejournal cause i am updating more..ya, i miss it i guess. haha<3

as long as you're happy i'm fine. i swear.

love,
ryan.

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[10 Jun 2004|09:37am]

sometimes i want everything to fade away from me.

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